sometimes when iβm manic, iβll take a bunch of pictures and then decide i hate them and delete them all.
instead of deleting them this time, iβm thinking maybe i can post them here instead? body dysmorphia, mania and depression is a bpd cocktail of chaos π
i think itβs time that i get used to being alone so i can get stronger! and wonβt ever fall into these ruts again
i gotta say though.. i do enjoy it a lot more when i am in manic baby mode. I spend the majority of my time either working, working out, creating content or in littlespace. i donβt like to give myself much time to let my mind be idle.
I really appreciate you guys for being here with me though everything and i have much more baby space activities/content planned!