Green Square

It's time to say goodbye to 2024 and to see what 2025 has waiting for us! This has been a great year of writing for me, and I've loved getting to message with all of you and meet some new readers. Hopefully, the next year will be even better for all of us!

As Andy Cohen and Anderson Cooper got drunker and drunker on the tv that was being ignored in the living room, the party raged on. The alcohol flowed, and Charli XCX was being played just loud enough to be heard over everyone’s conversations. The dining room table had been moved into one of the bedrooms, and the small room had been converted into a dance floor full of gay men dancing like their lives depended on it.

I was in the kitchen, which was the quietest room at the moment. I was leaning against the pantry, talking to a guy I’d just met sitting on one of the cabinets. As we kept chatting, Mark came in with a stack of envelopes, silently handing one to each of us with a smile on his face. I began to open mine when Ryan stopped me.

“This is your first New Year’s Eve party at Mark’s, isn’t it?”

“Yeah, I just moved here for my job a couple of months ago. Caleb invited me.” Following my gaze, Ryan looked over at Caleb who was talking with his boyfriend across the room. “We work together, and he’s become my tour guide.”

“And he didn’t tell you anything about this party?”

“He just said that it was the best party that didn’t involve a cover in the entire city.”

“It’s better than all of the ones you have to pay to get into as well.” Hopping down from the counter, Ryan told me to follow him into the living room. “Come on, there’s about ten minutes left until the ball drops.”

Following him in, I saw Mark give Caleb and his boyfriend both envelopes, and then he headed over to the tv.

“Okay everyone, raise your hand if you didn’t get an envelope!”

He was yelling to be heard over the crowd, but everyone got quiet for what he was about to say next. Usually this is the part where champagne in cheap plastic flutes would be passed around, but that wasn’t the highlight of this party apparently.

“For those who know what’s about to happen, I hope no one peeked. And for those that don’t know what’s about to happen, shame on your friends or dates who didn’t tell you!”

I looked over at Caleb who was already gazing my way with a huge smirk on his face.

“Open your envelopes and let’s see who’s starting the year on the right knee.”

People began tearing into their envelopes as I leaned over to whisper in Ryan’s ear.

“Wait, isn’t the phrase ‘starting the year on the right foot?’”

“Not when Mark says it.”

I waited for more elaboration from him, but I wouldn’t be getting any. Opening my envelope, I saw a green square in the center of the card. Turning it over, I saw that it was blank on the back. Ryan had a brown circle, and to my right, the taller stranger had a yellow triangle.

“Now, I knew that some of you would get a little antsy with your envelopes, so this year, I decided to keep you in suspense a little bit longer- not like last year where it was written out on your card. So, will the green square and the pink circle come up here?”

My legs didn’t seem like they wanted to move, but Ryan pushed me forward, and I saw Caleb cheering for me while his boyfriend quietly mouthed “I’m sorry” from across the room. The only other man moving was a beautiful man with a sweater that clung to his lithe frame like a glove.

What was I getting myself into?

“Jalen, you’ve been coming to these for years, but Ian, this is your first year here, right?”

Nodding my head, I saw Caleb smile even wider, and I wondered if he’d set this up. I wasn’t sure if he thought he was humiliating me or doing me a favor, but I hoped that I’d find out soon because the suspense was killing me.

“So Jalen, which spot do you want to take?”

He was about half a foot taller than me, and I looked up at him as he looked me up and down.

“Can’t I have it both ways?”

Catcalls were launched our way, and I blushed without really knowing why.

“Sorry man, but you have to choose.”

“Well,” he was walking around me now, and I felt his hand graze my waist as he came back to stand in front of me, “I’d love to see what he’s got to show us, so I’ll let him have me.”

Have me?

“Well that’s settled then. Ian, it’s time to see what you’re made of- strip for us.”

“What?!”

“Caleb really didn’t tell you anything, did he?” Jalen had grabbed a chair that had been passed over to him, and he was now sitting down in the middle of the room. “Every year, two guys put on a show for the party. The free snacks and booze come with a cost, and the fee is that you might be chosen. You’ll be sucking Jalen off… but maybe we should make Caleb do it since he led you into the lion’s den without a word of warning.”

Pushing a finger against my ear, I tried to readjust to see if I’d misheard, but Mark was still staring my way- this was all real.

I had a choice to make as I looked at Caleb whose smirk had been replaced by shock. I knew that he wouldn’t be angry at me if we swapped places, but I also knew how that would make me look. I actually liked the guys I’d been chatting with tonight, and I wanted to keep talking with Ryan. This was acting as an initiation into this group, and I knew that I wouldn’t get another invite if I messed this up.

So, I began unbuttoning as the guys egged me on. I’d spent so long earlier today picking out my outfit, and in less than 30 seconds, it was all on the floor. My shirt had taken no time at all to unbutton, and my shoes slid off easily. I’d almost tripped sliding out of my pants, but I’d luckily caught myself before anyone really realized. And that just left my briefs, which try as I might, I could not force myself to take off.

That responsibility was left to Jalen who hooked one of his fingers into my waistband and pulled me close to him. I was looking down at him this time as he wrapped his arms around my waist and slowly eased my underwear below my ass before helping them fall down to my ankles. Stepping out of them was something I could do even though alarm bells were going off in my head to stop myself.

And then, I felt my body lowering itself as I sunk down to my knees, watching in anticipation as Jalen pulled his cock out of his pants. He wasn’t hard yet, but his girthy cock already looked like it would be a stretch to fit into my mouth, but I was up for the challenge. I had already been chosen to get naked in front of dozens of new people- I was not going to be caught unable to fucking blow this man’s mind.

The crowd faded away as my lips wrapped around his shaft, and soon enough, I was able to tune out the cheers and music as he got hard inside of me. I could smell his cologne, and as I worked my way down his shaft, I soon smelled his natural musk as my nose pressed against him.

There was no way of knowing how long I’d been down here until I heard everyone counting down.

10… 9… 8…

Picking up the pace, I felt his legs shudder underneath my grasp as he got closer and closer.

7… 6… 5…

My mouth was aching as I bobbed up and down on his cock, but he was putty in my hands, and I felt powerful in that moment.

4… 3… 2…

Right as the last number was shouted out, I welcomed 2025 with Jalen’s seed down my throat, and I sucked out every last drop before sitting back up. Covered in a sheen of sweat, the humiliation had been replaced with validation, and I didn’t even care that I was helped up and ushered over to the bar without being able to grab any of my clothes from the floor.

I’d stay naked for another hour at the party, and everyone seemed to want to meet me now. It was Ryan though that gave me my clothes as he was leaving and offered me a ride home. I’d taken an Uber here, so I didn’t have to worry about my car. We were heading back to his place, so I didn’t have to worry about giving him my address either.

Happy New Year!