Money and Dramma Queen :) This will be funt for some people but...

First of all - For people who make donations after my previous post - THANK YOU!!! But this story is not about you. 

As i see i need to explain my previous post.
Sorry for my language but at this time its a real ASSBURN!

         AND YES - THIS IS FUCKNG BITE FOR DONATION.

So - Explanation

Some of my subscribers send me a links (more than 10) to pages where people make money on my mods (2000$, 4000$ and even 7000$ per month) Patreon, Koffe and some other platforms. And you know what's funniest? The owners of these pages are sitting here on a subscription of 1 fucking dollar. Ok.... For those people:

1. You are making money on my content? FANTASTIC! I mean it. Really. Do it further. You have my direct permission for that. No jokes. No DMCA or other shit from me. NEWER.
2. Do you ever herd from me - NO - when any of you asking me about permission to use my content? I dont think so. You always hear - YES. Correct? Especially people from China, Japan and Corea.
3. Im making this content for you and your pleasure. Im leaving in hell and can die in any minute (and this is not any fucking joke).
4. People in my country still seriously disapprove of what I do for you. And by doing this I take a very big social risk.

So i just want to know - am i an idiot? An idiot who does for 1 $ something that brings you 2000-7000$ a month? And then for months im asks you to help me buy a fucking laptop for 1000$ or fucking monitor for 600$ or a fucking subscription for 160$ or something like that to make more content that gives you more money? And after that im sitting on my burning ass and thinking where to earn 600-700$ per month to buy something for eat and to pay my bills....

Another one time: you making money on my content? FANTASTIC! I'm proud of this. Make it further. 

I'm trying to draw 4k textures on a fucking Full HD monitor and a RTX 2060, I don't know where I can get fucking 60 dollars for glasses because I'm half blind after being wounded and having surgery...

I appeal to those who make money from my content: help me to working on normal hardware / software and you will receive content on which you will earn even more than you have now. For you this are funny little things, but for me this are opportunities.