Unexpected Interuption

Hello everybody, sorry for the long pause without no word.  My laptop that was barely working to begin with finally kicked the bucket and to my dismay, it halted any progress I had with Decisive Desire, with no way to upload or get in contact with you guys with my shoddy internet connection I had limited access to certain things on the internet. 

I am sorry for leaving you guys in the dark, after my last post my computer died, so back in February.  After the laptop died I knew, there would be no way I could support myself with no access and no way of showing off my work, my fiancé helped me find a job, he knew a manager in the area that needed help so I applied and got a job shortly after a month. 

I just recently got all the parts from the income I have to buy my fiancé his computer.  Though we have to be very cautious with what we do with it cause we don't have computer protection at the moment so I am still unable to access certain sites like FurAffinity and even Facebook, so I have to rely on my tablet to access the restricted areas I can with it. 

It's only until I can afford my own computer with anti-virus protection I'll be able to be fully back, unfortunately that means since I'm working my art and Decisive Desire has come to a halt.  (Even though I still jot down my ideas so I don't lose track and how the story will progress.)  Though me working is a good thing cause I have a real steady flow of income to get the good stuff I was working towards without a job, it won't take as long without the job. 

So I have a goal of getting my computer, built for fun stuff like you guys being able to watch me stream, and can handle the work I'll be able to do like me dabbing into animation though I know that in itself will take time too.  Decisive Desire is not done, not by a long shot like I said, Decisive Desire is my dream that which I want to make a reality, graphic novel series, to 2D animation that I could possibly use for cutscenes in a video game I want to make out of it.  I know that is a long way off but I'm planning ahead.

I'm also planning on getting a desk for me to work on, because previously I've been working on a clipboard.  Crazy I know but with a desk I have a huge space to work on, and I'll have it big enough that I'll be able to have my computer, Cintiq, a space to draw traditionally and have space to have my Copic markers by for when I want to color traditionally too, as well as a printer and scanner area. 

I can understand if you guys want to cease support on my Patreon until I get all my stuff together, I don't blame you, cause I feel really bad about this, but I have to get the things I need to make Decisive Desire a reality for us.  If you want to continue support I really appreciate it, just know you don't have to right now.  I will be letting you guys know what's going on with the progress especially since I have got a computer for now.  I hope it wont take me too long to get all my stuff together.

I'm glad I have my fiancé cause he's making this happen for me, saying that once I get my stuff I don't have to work so I can focus on my dream, and I'm glad I have you guys who support me for it too.  Thank you guys for being patient and again, sorry for my absence.

Decisive Desire,

Steven Holland