Tug of War 44.2

For the past two weeks, Katherine also seemed even more determined to turn Timothy into a perfect girly girl, missing no opportunity to encourage the boy to dress and act like a super frivolous young lady. This was especially difficult for Timothy to bear considering how badly he wanted to date Kate. Instead of having the chance to be her boyfriend, he kept hearing the girl saying all the time how wonderful he looked like a girl, and that she already couldn't think of him as anyone else but Tiffany, her bestie.

Not an easy situation, sure, but not harder than hanging out with his other new friends…

Alyssa, Chloe and Gabriella readily accepted Timothy as part of the gang… for a certain price, of course. Timothy soon realized that Alyssa wasn't joking when she told him he would need to dress impeccably every day in order to be seen with her. Of course, Susan had already been forcing the boy to always wear fashionable clothes, but Alyssa took it to another level. Her concern about fashion bordered on obsession, and Timothy soon found himself forced to follow her strict rules on what to wear, how to coordinate different pieces and always leave home looking flawless.  

Just like Susan and Kate, Alyssa and her friends also seemed to take special pleasure in helping Timothy dress and behave like the girliest girl ever, always treating him as a living Barbie doll. This was especially evident in cosmetology and fashion design classes. The girls just loved having Timothy as their model, testing several different styles on him.

It made Timothy wonder if deep down all women were like that. Maybe they all had the secret fantasy of feminizing men? No, that was absurd... Or at least he hoped so! In any case, the boy had more pressing issues to worry about than philosophizing about women's deep desires. 

Parading around the school with Alyssa and the other girls, for example, still seemed totally surreal to him, making him felt like a character from Mean Girls. The only good thing about this whole mess was that no one else had dared to openly harass the feminized boy again (just like Kate had predicted), probably because no guy wanted to look like a barbarian in front of the most popular girls in school. Yes, the fact that Alyssa accepted Timothy as a girl had forced people around to do the same... or at least pretend to do so. 

However, as much as Timothy wanted to deny it – even to himself – there was something else going on. Something extremely scary… 

He had been attending school as a girl for just two weeks, but he had a feeling that some guys – just a few of them, it's true – had already forgotten who he used to be in the recent past. Timothy could clearly notice those guys lusting after him as he walked around the school, which made him very uncomfortable. What was wrong with those jerks? He kept wondering. Could it be that all of them were gay? 

But then, whenever he saw his own reflection, he found it absurd to blame some straight guy for being attracted to him. It was getting harder and harder to distinguish him from any other girl, after all…

Susan had said that Timothy didn't need to worry the hormones because they would take a long time before having any effect on his body, but the boy could swear that some changes were already taking place. His skin, for instance, already looked so much smoother than before; his hair seemed a lot thicker; his waist was getting thinner and thinner every day, so much that he was even being able to look reasonably good without a corset when he wore an outfit that showed some belly (but apart from such occasions, he still wore a corset all the time, even for bed, of course). 

But it still wasn't the most disturbing thing...

Every night, as Dr. Rowland had ordered him to do, the boy removed his breast forms to clean his skin, and then he had the chance to see that the mysterious swelling in his chest – the one that had started bothering him way before he started living as Tiffany full time – was getting so much worse…

Back then, Nurse Grant had assured the boy that the issue was a simple allergic reaction, and had given him a cream to apply on his chest. Timothy was still doing it every night, but he didn't think the cream was doing him any good, except that... well… it felt kind of nice. 

His chest was so sensitive these days that spreading the cold cream on them always made the boy feel weird shocks of pleasure. Not to mention the fact that his nipples for some reason were getting hard so easily… Much easier than his penis, especially after a whole day being squeezed in a damn gaff…

As expected, all that was making Timothy very concerned, no matter how good it felt to rub his chest. At first, the issue might even have been a simple allergic reaction, as Nurse Grant had said, but Timothy doubted it was the case anymore. There was a hormonal implant in his body, after all, and the poor boy was convinced that… it was tough to even think about it, but he was convinced he was growing breasts!

When he talked about it with his stepmother, though, the woman said he was just being a drama queen once again. "I told you already, sweetie. Hormones don't work that fast. No matter how much you want it!"

"Want it?!" Timothy cried out, outraged. "How can you even say something like that? You totally know I don't want any of this!" he finished, sobbing. 

"I know, princess. I was just kidding, okay? But I see you are too sensitive for jokes these days."

That was true as well. The hormonal implant was definitely messing with Timothy's mood, and he felt like crying even more often than before. 

"But mommy will take care of her sweet little doll" Susan continued. "If you're so worried about this, I will call Dr. Rowland and ask her to see you again this week."

"What? No! I don't want to, like, see that woman anytime soon! I still have nightmares about what happened last time!"

"Then you need to trust me, sweetie. I'm telling you that your chest isn't as swollen as you think it is. You are just overreacting because you are so stressed. I'll repeat one more time, hormones don't work so fast."

Susan could even be right about that, but the little detail she forgot to mention to her feminized stepson was that she had already been feeding him with female hormones for a very long time, way before the hormonal implant… 

…His "vitamin pills" weren't exactly vitamins, after all.