pangxxx

Important notice.

Added 2022-11-20 06:18:40 +0000 UTC

Thank you for your continued support. I am an ALS patient. I have lost my freedom since I was a child, and I have been doing nothing. I love 3D animation, and after I got into blender two years ago, I thought I could do something to please myself. Later, I found that people loved what I made, which made me full of energy and forget my pain. It was the happiest time of my life because I found that I was not useless and that I could make some people happy. But the good times didn't last, and I became less and less able to ignore my deficiencies. I can't even sit and animate for long, and whenever I want to go any further in animation, I think, I'm going to die, what's the point of all this learning. So I made some animations over and over again, which made me more and more anxious. I asked myself "why can't you do better?" and "what's the use of all this effort?" and it became a huge burden for me to update the animations on time. I feel like my days are numbered, and I don't want to put myself in a situation where I can't feel comfortable. I wanted to go back to my original liking for 3D animation, rather than forcing myself to work. Therefore, I will not update the animation on time from this month, and the updated animation may be a simple circular animation. I want the rest of my time to be more for myself. Thank you. Love you