Jaycee's Blog - Sun, Sept 12

So, what's life as a subjugated human?

Let me give you a summary of the hell that it's been. Goddamn faeries have been taking turns getting creative with me.

Tuesday: Naughtybelle had some fun with me being a half-feline in the beginning (giving me a tail that had a mind of its own, and it was a dirty mind, lemme tell you). Then there were more animals (or animal-like creatures), including a cow-woman (with four huge lactating boobs) and a centaur that was quite literally hung like a horse. Once she got bored with me, it took me three hours cleaning up all the fluids sticking to everything in my condo.

Wednesday: Grief asked Naughtybelle to "loan" me to her for the day, which she agreed to do.  Because subjugation means my entire self is subject to any of her whims, she can simply state that she wants my body to obey every command from Grief for the day, and that's that. Grief (who apparently finds my porn collection quite appalling) decided to have me enact (by myself) a series of rather degrading scenes (to women), but acting as a man. So I was on the receiving end of some very...sticky situations. I (among other humiliations) found myself chest down, butt in the air, with (at least in my mind) some rather impressive toys having their ways with me. I'mma need some therapy after this.

Thursday: Naughtybelle was in control again. She took me to a dog park, had me flirt with some cute girls walking their pets, then had me excuse myself to go dry hump a tree or a bench. The girls were horrified and quickly fled the park (many people took videos).She had the decency of making me look very attractive (I mean, GQ good-looking), so at least I won't get arrested, but it was still humiliating.

Friday: my "mistress" handed me over to Fantasia, who's not quite as crazy but quite imaginative when it comes to sexy scenarios. She spent the whole day transforming me into various characters that were either incredibly horny or at the mercy of horny protagonists. Among other things, I was at some point a sexy female model in a photo shoot who got gradually turned on by the photographer—she even made me forget who I was, so it was as amazing as it was traumatic when I came to my senses with the guy's dick in my butt. There were six or seven other situations, but you get the idea.

Saturday: Nuttybelle (or so I'm told) suggested that since subjugation gives total control over my mind and body, that Naughtybelle could take advantage of that to do things that are normally hard or even impossible for faeries to do: magic of the mind or the heart. First, just for laughs, they made me fall in love (in a way I've NEVER been) with a pillow. (I swear, no amount of therapy could cure that pillow from what I did to it, if it were a sentient being.) She also gave me a broken heart when the pillow left me for a sofa cushion. 

Sunday: It was Attitude's turn yesterday, and since she has a lot more history with me, her cut was the cruelest yet. Bouncing off Nuttybelle's idea of toying with my heart, Attitude made me fall in love all over again with my ex Mandy (who's no longer in the picture, thankfully). I spent the day watching old pictures of her (I was lovesick and unable to think rationally), feeling my heart burst with love despite all of her craziness and treachery. We're not talking minor mere infatuation, here, but the kind of Romeo-and-Julien love that tears you apart when you're not together. And since I have no clue where she is, it was torture. I don't think there's not a single person in my contact list I haven't reached out to in case they might know where she has been. And as a cherry on top, last night, Attitude "ordered" me to see Mandy's face and boobs on every girl I came across. Even though I knew they weren't Mandy, my heart skipped a beat every time I saw a girl. She finally returned me to normal late last night, and I had a very difficult night.

I don't know what they've got planned for today or the coming days, but I'm starting to really regret doing that subjugation spell...

--Jaycee