Jaycee's Blog - Tue, July 12

I won't lie, I spent most of last week hanging out with Mandy. And while I've kind of managed playing the role of a girl since my body swap with Brooke, I have to admit I didn't really know what I was doing. Obviously, I figured out the basics, but there were a lot of details that eluded me. Y'know, girl stuff. With Mandy around—and someone who knows who I am and what I'm really going through—I've had an opportunity to better understand how to act as a girl in our social context.

Just for fun, she took me shopping for clothes on Saturday morning, then to a spa in the afternoon, and out clubbing at night. And sure, we're in our thirties, but we're also incredibly hot (especially in the right outfits, which we were wearing), so getting male attraction wasn't too hard.

The only problem was that she had mentioned our plans to Brooke, who "pushed" me to take video clips of myself rubbing my breasts against total strangers, pretending to be shooting TikTok videos or something. I was very popular and got a lot of phone numbers, but I was also forced to fend off more than a few groping hands. Inside, I was highly annoyed, but outwardly was "forced" to remain cheerful and flirtatious. Somehow, despite some very assertive suitors, the words that came out of my mouth (as well as my behavior) were enough to get me out of potential trouble. (I suspect Brooke knew exactly what he was doing and indirectly teaching me how to fend off guys as a girl—but maybe I'm just reading more into what was just a lucky night.)

So alas, other than embarrassing myself with total strangers, the rest of my week has been...normal. At least as normal as it gets for someone in my situation. I've also spent some time with my other two ladies Linda and Riley. Now that I've been settling into Brooke's old identity, it seems like the biggest risk of being "discovered" has passed. Things are more routine now, so to speak.

(And yes, I still need lots of sex because...because of Brooke's body, but with Brooke remote-controlling me on a regular basis, that doesn't seem to be a problem.)

So all in all, it's been clear skies and calm seas. I'm kind of hoping it stays that way for a while. It's...different.

--Jaycee