"Half-Decade Hangover" Lyrics
Added 2022-06-13 20:01:01 +0000 UTCScroll down to read!
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Wonder how I didn’t die
This is not my life. I’m no survivor, I just happened to survive.
Wonder how I sleep at night
Well I count pink elephants, blessings and skeletons
Down the days I have left, with one eye open
That was me screaming “bitch I am reality”
And stumbling off to lose myself in a brown paper bag cause me and
Sweet Evan Williams got a date down on Avenue A staving shakes scraping change till daybreak
Turns out anyone can eat out the trash.
Or wake up on the freeway mid-crash.
Cause I was drunk when I made my bed.
Now with a half-decade hangover I lay down in it
What have I done? Lord what have I said?
It’s a half-decade hangover, either this, in jail, or dead.
It’s a half-decade hangover, Jesus Christ my aching head.
Want not waste not borrowed time.
Lender knows I’ve tried, to make it right, give back my life and if not
Take it cause lately I been thinking maybe I could
Take it or leave it if I can’t at least break even then I’m leaving when
I been feelin this awful since I hit bottom and
said “hand me my shovel, man, I’m going in!”
Oh brother – man, you call that recovered?
Tripped on a couple steps, and collapsed on the stairs
Broke my neck on the backs of those I’ve hurt and scared
Like it’s a good thing you said “you’ve got your whole life ahead”
Oh great, another half a century to live to regret.
I’d rather be anybody else instead.
Sober, but so much still hangs over
Please believe me when I say I’ve poured my whole past down the drain
And giving me a second chance is a chance you can take
But I can’t make amends for things I don’t remember
My friends, what can I say ‘cept “wait, I can explain!”
Guess you’ll just have to take my word that I’ve changed
After one thousand eight hundred twenty five days
I was drunk when I made my bed. Now with a half-decade hangover I lay down in it.
What have I done? Lord what have I said?
It’s a half-decade hangover, hand me my ibuprofen
It’s a half-decade hangover, Jesus Christ my fuckin head.
Comments
This hits hard. I edited this because I was getting a tattoo when reading and commenting. This hits home and gives me the feels.
Megan Steigerwalt
2022-06-14 19:01:28 +0000 UTCabsolutely thrilled to hear this
Sydney Drummond
2022-06-13 22:00:12 +0000 UTCloved the hand me my shovel lyric
Theo Benjamin Davis
2022-06-13 21:54:00 +0000 UTCKnowing the fact that the album drops 2 days before my birthday, I'm gonna be a damn wreck on my birthday just for how many times I'm gonna listen to these songs.
Dawsen
2022-06-13 20:36:32 +0000 UTCThis is so cathartic to read, god damn. Gonna need a week off when this album drops.
effshack
2022-06-13 20:24:53 +0000 UTCI forgot what this sounded like but I'm certain it's another one to sob to
DJ
2022-06-13 20:19:32 +0000 UTCDamn. I'm sure this is going to absolutely rip me in to pieces when i hear it. Just reading it felt you my heart was beein squeezed
Eddie H
2022-06-13 20:11:11 +0000 UTCI know this one’s gonna hurt like hell
Lunar Scapes
2022-06-13 20:08:07 +0000 UTCLoving seeing these lyrics, this is going to be a killer track!
Fernsby
2022-06-13 20:08:02 +0000 UTCI can't wait to hear this!! this whole albums been great aa
Colin Fogt
2022-06-13 20:05:26 +0000 UTC