I Got Some Bad News Today
Added 2021-08-09 02:01:47 +0000 UTCHey guys.
I got back from a friend's wedding today to some really horrible news: my grandmother has just entered hospice care, and only has a few days left to live.
She's my last surviving grandparent. In the last two and a half years I've lost my father, his father, and now his mother. I've found that death is easier to accept when you know it's coming. She was an extraordinarily strong woman. I spent a lot of time at her house as a kid. She taught me how to ride a bike. Every morning before school she'd drill me on my vowels. When I got good grades (we're talking ancient history at this point) in school she'd reward me by taking me to Borders and letting me pick out a book. It's because of her that I was such a voracious reader when I was younger. Even after being a colossal fuck up for more than half my life she still loved me unconditionally.
I'm kind of a mess right now. Life has been awesome and horrible at the same time lately.
What I'm getting at is that Army Wives might be late this week. I hate blowing deadlines. I really do. It might go up on time, I don't know. My brain is weird. Sometimes I'll throw myself into my work to distract myself. But I'm still in shock over this whole thing and it's very hard for me to think about anything else. I promise I will have it up ASAP and hope you guys understand.
Oh. And Trevor Moore died. Which obviously isn't nearly as painful as losing my grandma but still really sucks.
Comments
Do not worry about deadlines right now. Wishing healing for you and your family.
Art Bechstein
2021-08-11 05:03:37 +0000 UTCYou guys are the best. Seriously. Thank you all for being so understanding.
Jack Torrance
2021-08-10 14:45:47 +0000 UTCNo worries. Follow your heart
Snow jerry
2021-08-10 10:29:13 +0000 UTCHey dude, take all the time you need and then some. Death, even when you expect it, is never easy. And losing that unconditional love... man, do I get that. My best wishes are with you and your grandmother, and if you ever need someone to talk with, shoot a message my way.
Ghost
2021-08-09 18:51:06 +0000 UTCThat you're a good human with proper priorities is what makes you an excellent writer. Maybe that's from Grandma too. No apologies needed.
MrWrong1
2021-08-09 16:21:55 +0000 UTCI'm so sorry to hear that man I know that must be hard on you take your time with your work we you have to we all grieve differently
Zack
2021-08-09 09:37:26 +0000 UTCHey— Can I say that I am in AWE of how self-aware and transparent you are. Thank you for sharing this, I’m fighting back tears. Godspeed to your grandma, and blow all the deadlines you like—if anything, this should remind you of what matters (and it’s not self-imposed Patreon deadlines).
Candice M
2021-08-09 05:41:13 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry you are going through this right now. Take the time you need, don’t worry about uploading anything and just take the time with your grandma.
Garrett B.
2021-08-09 02:03:56 +0000 UTC
